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It’s been 2 weeks since my first day in my new school. A school where everyone is a stranger. A school where people recognized faces but not yours. When people knew you’re a transferee, they can’t resist not asking what school I came from. I can’t remember how many times I was asked. And the next question will follow, the one I’ve been wishing I can avoid, “Bakit ka lumipat?”. I actually feel awkward and uneasy every time I had to think why I chose to transfer. Maybe because I know that the excuses I’ve been giving is to convince myself and not the others. Though the answer I’ve been giving is really true, I feel like it’s too low for me to make a big decision out if it. This are the only possible reasons I can think of, just choose and think what ever in those are my real reasons:

1. I don’t like the campus.
2. I don’t like the system.
3. I don’t like the people.
4. I don’t like my classmates.
5. I don’t like my professors.
6. I’m not contented.
7. I’m not happy.
8. I feel incomplete.
9. The school is boring.
10. I always feel tired.
11. I’m avoiding someone.
12. I’m not learning.
13. I want to experience transferring school.
14. I don’t feel the gush of excitement every time I come to school.
15. There’s no handsome in the school.

Lewl on the last part. Haha. Kidding aside. Like I’ve said, choose whatever you like. It doesn’t matter anymore.

But I don’t regret transferring. I’m happy now. Even if most of the time I’m alone. Even if I have to exert more efforts in my studies because I can’t depend on my classmate, which is most of them are still strange to me. Even if I don’t have a permanent group of friends (because in my 9 subjects I’ve been joining 5 sections: 1AMC, 2AMC, 2BMC, 3AMC, 3BBE). It’s really hard to be irregular. But do you know what’s good with this school? There’s so many place you can hang-out and people wouldn’t care whatever you do. There’s a snack bar, canteen , library (where I see some people eating, chatting and this I know isn’t new, sleeping. Literally. For G’s sake, it’s a library! Gahhhh. It’s really hilarious!), and side tables at football field . I noticed that students here have so much freedom. When students use cellphones during class, the professor will just say ‘keep those cellphones’-- in a very unconvincing voice. And if you do that again, they’ll just say their line again until you reach the nth time, unlike in other school when professors caught you twice your cellphones will be confiscated? In San Beda, they will just act like nothing happen. But students here are still responsible and not boastful. Unlike those schools that give too much restriction, their students tend to more wild and uncontrollable.

Since most of my classes are with the freshmen, everyone’s been talking about their first day. How college life is really different with high school days, etc. Mine’s different, “How your new school?” All I can say right now is: I’m having fun, I’m happy, I’m contented.

So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. - Matthew 6:34

Well, what I’ve written now was a plain observation for my first 2 weeks stay in San Beda. It’s still too early to make judgments and I still have 2 years and 9 months anyway. And hopefully, no more extensions.

HELLO PALTOS!

I never thought na mag kakaroon parin ako ng patlos. Ughhh. I've been wearning high heels and stilettos with 3-4 inches for 4 years now. Samantalang yung pang school shoes ko nga ngaun e wala pang two inches. Grr.

Freshmen ka. Ano ngayon?

Hindi ba dapat kapag sinabing ganitong oras, dapat andun ka na? or kung hindi man magsabi ka naman na malalate ka? or hindi ka pala pwede? For G’s sake, college na siya. Alam ko freshmen lang siya, pero sinong dapat mag adjust? KAMI? o sige hindi na lang sa pagiging freshmen nya, pero diba, mali parin??? And she made me wait for 40 minutes buti nalang at nag tanong na ako kung anong oras nya balak mag online, at dun nya lang sinabi na matatagalan pa. So is she planning to make me wait for a much longer time? or is she planning to test my patience? Grabe, BV.

Orientation Day

LATE POST.

4.45 AM. Super aga ko nagising kasi 7.00 ang call time. Ayos dito, ayos dun. hindi na nga ako super nag ayos kasi baka ma late ako. But WTF. Nakasakay ako ng shuttle ng 5.45 AM(may shuttle station kasi sa isa sa mga streets ng Main Street ng subdivision namin na papuntang Taft-Lawton. Sorry kung magulo. Haha. =D). 3 palang ang tao. Hintay, hintay, hintay... Tinggin sa relo. Hintay, hintay, hintay.... What to know what time umalis yung shuttle? 6.30! grabe, 30 mins. na lang time na namin, first day palang late na, san ka pa? syempre nakakahiya kahit wala pa akong kilala at Orientation Day palang, nandun ang mga higher batch to watch and observe. Ano na lang sasabihin nila samin? VIP? Buti na lang wala pang traffic, at smooth sailing ang byahe. 20 mins. lang nasa Manila na kami. Lumipad? Hindi, magaling lang talaga si Kuya Driver. Pero gosh, ang scary nya mag drive kasi kung saan-saan lumulusot. Pero pasalamat na rin ako. Bumaba ako sa likod ng SM Manila, mag lalakad pa. Bago sasakay ulit ng jeep na papunta sa kantong 1 block away pa sa San Bada. Buti na lang ung jeep na nasakyan ko papuno na nung pag dating ko kundi patay na talaga ako. Lakad nanaman. Super Haggard! Pag dating ko sa San Beda, dito ako nagulat, at natuwa? There are people drumming, may mga cater tables, foods, and foods. =D Luckily hindi pa mag sstart kasi meron pa rin mga hindi dumadating. Kay nakipag usap muna ako sa katabi ko. And her name is Yvon. Chicka-chicka. Daldal dito, daldal dun. ^.^

8.00 AM. Nag start ang Mass. My First Mass in San Beda College.

9.30 AM-4.00PM. Orientation, Ceremony, Film Showing, Campus Tour, etc... Buong araw ganun lang ang ginawa namin. Idagdag pa ang mainit na panahon. Buti na lang at mababait naman ang mga Bedista nakatatanda, maganda ang mga program, at makikita mo talaga yung effort nila sa pag welcome sa mga baguhan.

Minsan napapa isip ako. Bakit nga ba ako napadpad dito?

Schedule

Finally natapos din ako mag enroll. =)

Pano ba yan? Inuman every thursday! =D

THEY ARE SO......

Ok, I now admit super hirap ngang lumipat ng school, akala ko dati tinatakot lang ako ni mama. But damn, I've been going back and forth to San Beda for how many times? NTH? ang nakakainis pa dun may mga professor na pahirap.

Professor 1: Give me a copy of syllabus of this subject (Sociology).

WTF. I took that course 3 years ago, how the hell am I going to find its syllabus? She’s the only professor that asked me what we discussed in that subject. I've passed 33 subjects after that. How those she expects me to remember all the lecture I've took?

Professor 2: Sa Monday PA papasok.

GOSH. She knows that transferees need her for evaluating credentials. Grr.

Kaya ako na dedelay ee. Dahil sa mga ganyang VIP. Alam ko naman na ako may kailangan sa kanila, pero sana naman may consideration sila diba?

They Can't Stop Me

~wow. UNDER PROBATION. first time. lol.

Thanks God transferees can still enroll until next week and hopefully by Thursday I can finally get my course description.

I Don't Know What To Do. HELP.

I can't help myself not to think about what will happen to me next week.

First, I haven't got my Subject Description which is a “supposed to be” requirement for interview on May 31 in San Beda College. (But still thanks God, the person in charge in the admission center allowed me to schedule an interview with the guidance.)

Second, St. Paul Manila informed me that the working process of a Subject Description is 14 days. Two weeks. Wait, did I say TWO WEEKS???!!! THAT WILL BE JUNE 10!

And Third, I need to submit that &*$%ing Subject Description for my credentials before enrolling! Do you know when the enrollment is? JUNE 3! THURSDAY! 5 DAYS FROM NOW! WTF.

Super mega pissed off. I really don’t know what will happen. I just hope some people will be very considerate. I BADLY WANT TO STUDY!

The Day I Met San Miguel Pale Pilsen. ♥

I’ve come to realize that San Miguel Pale Pilsen taste much better than San Miguel Light and San Miguel Strong Ice. ♥

Nakakainis!

Grabe talaga. Ayaw mag pakawala ng St. Paul ng mga estudyante. Alam naman nila na pag magttransfer kailangan ng Transcript of Records and Subject Description e bakit nung nag request ako ng TOR hindi pa nila ni recommend na mag request na din ako ng subject description. WTF. Sila ‘tong may alam pero sila ‘tong nag tatanga tangahan. grr.

Goodbye St. Paul. Hello San Beda!

YEY. Can anything get better than this??? super long day. nakakapagod. but worth it. welcome to san beda! lecheng st. paul talaga yan kahit kelan pahirap!

I used to like james reid of pbb, but i guess he's just another backstabber of tricia.

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